Ok I know this is super off-topic and I excuse myself in advance already for the lenghty post.

Also, this is a spoiler to Madoka Magica, so pls skip the post if you plan to watch this show.

Anyway, as I'm into cute things, I thought about how nice it would be to watch Madoka Magica after work to calm down a bit. None of my friends watched it, they said they didn't like the artstyle. But I loved the artstyle, Madoka and Sayaka and everyone else looked so adorable that I felt like the anime would be awesome to watch after a long day.

But, holy guacamole, I did not know what I was getting myself into.

Not gonna lie, I've seen a lot of anime so far, but this one is quite possibly the best one in depicting problems in society, or even persons themselves. The plot was way heavier than I expected, tbh I should've read the tags before that.

And now I'm in that super weird situation where, at one hand, I'm so impressed by the style of this show that I feel like I need to keep watching it, but at the other hand I'm getting even more... depressed (?) when I watch it. After all I just kinda wanna chill after work and all, but this show really is the wrong one to achieve that.

I just kind of needed to share that. I'm in the middle of the show and so far I both love and hate it. This is giving me a weird time, is it gonna get even worse, does someone know that?

Anyway, have a nice day everyone ❤

EDIT 07/01: Okay, I finished the anime and watched Rebellion, too, and I do not know if the rollercoaster of feelings metaphor would fit better anywhere else than in this series. Not only am I a bit heart-broken now, I'm also super confused and pensive about human relationships, and how far people would actually go for other people. All in all the series did not make me feel good, but I'm really impressed about the storyline and how little I should trust a book by it's cover.

I still find the characters cute tho.